The Falcon Fall

The world just turned 360º, i cant remember a thing. I don't even know where am I at. What am I doing in this wiked world. I just remember that day when i just faded away in this war called life. Huge flashbacks of that horrible day when i fell into deep depression. I never saw a single light until now, I'm starting to see some lights in the corner of my eye , whats that? Suddenly I just emerged in a deep state of joy. I was staying naked in a garden of ashes.I was happy to see the light but what i saw was pure mass destruction , some fire and lava and rotten wood . My happy thoughts just vanished in thin hair, now I'm just shocked . This state lasted for Long and i had the feeling that wasn't truth.